2004-03-30 - 10:18 p.m.
hi...it has been a while... a very long while...oh how i long for internet in my own home.
many things have changed and so many things remain the same. i wish i had some time at home to update this....but i don't...yet. but now that i have a "real job" maybe it is time to invest in.
this is often my connection to eva and bettina. both who i feel very, yet regretably, removed from. i think of them both often and wish i had them here everyday as a regular support system.
my dog died.
it was harder that i ever imagined... and given her age i imagined her death more than once. scout was a family member, a sweet and unconditional love. i miss her.
now that i have said that i have found myself losdt for words...
