2003-06-27 - 7:02 p.m.
ok...here i am.
so it was an eventful week at work. I got written up for something i didn't do. and i am still mad. and then the night after that i ended up at the emergency room with a "sick" kid and ended the evening getting threatened by a cop with a mullet and a trigger happy finger for asking a calm non threatening question...all that before i was able to go home.
so all the stuff with cop is now going to end up with a hearing at the internal affairs office and i am gonna have every cop in tulsa out to get me.
love it.
anyway...the boy is here. he got in last night. i woke up in the middle of the night and i thought him being here was all a dream. and then i turned over to find him sound asleep and naked in my bed and i woke up smiling. and now i am at work feeling like i reak of sex.
i have the next three days off to spend with him. tomorrow we have a all day date.
i wish i could be at home right now and take a nap with him.
it's good to see him. but i always get thrown for a loop for the first 24 hours after he gets here. i get nervous and i forget how to be in person. we talk on the phone most of the time...and people are different in person. for the last 6 months we have spent the majority of our time together on the phone. and i guess i am just disconnected from his body...and it takes roughly 24 hours for lots and lots of sex to get reconnected.
i was just thinking when i was driving earlier today...billy idol was sooo hot back in the day...in his own sorta billy idol way. fifteen years ago i would have put him on my top ten rock stars i would like to do it with list. but not now. he never evolved from being anything else...he is just billy idol-1988 with wrinkles. and probably a beer gut.
