2002-05-29 - 11:13 a.m.
fuck me...it's all over in just a few days.saturday i graduate. and too be honest it doesn't feel as good as it should. I should feel liberated and proud...and i do a little but right now i feel mostly scared and out of breath. i hate graduating.
i am getting very emotional looking towards this ending of a lot things. i will miss this town and the friendships i have in it...and i will miss the boy and sleeping in his bed.
i picked up my cap and gown today...making all of this seem more real and making me want to listen to sappy songs and smoke cigerettes and talk on the phone long distance... making me want to be younger than 23 with 3 years of college left and 10 grand in bank.
