2002-03-04 - 12:33 p.m.
last week ended on a crazy note. my sister went crazy...alex seemed to become flakey (although he proved himslef to be not) and i got super stressed. maybe the most stressed i have been in at least a year. i felt my tummy tighten up and i had to remind myself to breathe. then at the end of the week i ended up at the bar. and taking alex home with and having sex. that was good. in it's own way.
the thing is i think my crush has evaporated. and it wasn't that the sex was bad or anything...just right after the crush kinda went away.
the next day i left for new orleans. and here i am now. got here two days ago and it's been wonderful aside from the mean chest cold i am fighting.
new orleans is beautiful. it's like a different country here. max is wonderful. food is tasty. drink is cheap. it's gonna be a good week.
