2002-02-06 - 7:06 p.m.
ah...second entry of the day....
i just got out of astronomy lab...looking at stuff through the telescope...jupiter is beautiful...really really beautiful. for some reason, looking through a really shitty telescope to something that is so far away yet i could see all of his moons and two blue stripes made it feel so close and such a part of this...whatever this is.
i'm just not much of a nature girl. especially not when it comes to the mountians...but nature unless it's the ocean is not something i feel connected to. the closest i come to it is recycling and not littering...but tonight i feel a little different. seeing a galaxy 200,000,000 light years away...this world is so big. and somehow people think that we can tame it and make it ours.
i don't get it. when will we ever be humbled?
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where did all that come from? and i wish i could make sense of it.
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well my list of shit to do keeps growing. and so does my irritabity.
.mary...
