2002-02-04 - 1:16 p.m.
i hate how things get wierd. i never want then to. and i always think they won't. i usually think that things will work out depending on how we feel the next day.
the thing is...we got along so well that night. having just really meet couple nights before. i felt close to her. we had a lot to drink. and after we had slept for awlie we ended up making out for a long time. snuggling through the night.and into the morning. and it was sweet.i wasn't suprized...i could see it coming. so could she. and she is beautiful...and then one day passes... and we see each other. and we get wierd. not knowing what to say to each other. not knowing if we should touch at all...so avoided a hug all together...making one sleepy make out session not worth it.
and though i can't say for sure if i want that to happen again...i can say for sure i want to be her friend. and i don't want to regret it. i just don't know the right words to say that with. or the time to say them...
.mary...
