2002-01-02 - 5:07 p.m.
ummm...where did today go?
ummm...where did this vacation go?
i am leaving tulsa tomorrow. i am soo confused as to how that happened. and i am in denial...i should be gathering all the shit i have somehow scattered around my house...but i can't. cuz i am not leaving tomorrow...yes, yes i am.
i think i am ready. needless to say this was a weird trip. filled with bipolar moodswings and constant unexplained sleepiness... and good presents. and lots of alcohal...barely any of it in moderation.
i really hate the fact that school is starting again on monday. i wanna be done...and i don't. grrr...
and i need to find the few people i really need to say goodbye to...unfortunatly 95%of those people don't have a phone...and i am waiting around to hear from them.
it's starting to get dark. i feel that it should be just getting noon. i don't like this feeling.
i will hopefully will be seeing a friend who should be my full time friend this weekend. in a town that is not durango...it will make for a nice transition...
well...i am gonna go think about packing.
love.
