2001-12-23 - 2:51 p.m.
i wonder when my life will start resembling the twenty somethings lives of the movie singles or reality bites.
so i am 23 now and i think that is about the time when i start making money as an advertiser and have a really hot boyfriend in a secretly aweful band that makes no money, who writes songs bout me and meanwhile is sleeping with 17 year old groupies...in seattle. and i want a zanny gay neighbor from a forign country with a funny accent who comes off as an airhead but underneth it all is really smart and cares a lot for me. and then i need to tell my parents that they never really understood me and going into law is something i never wanted to do, that i hate my job and all i really want to do is go to art school. and my best friend since birth should be a insanely smart girl, kinda ugly but really not at all, and has never gotten laid and talks about that most of the time.
my life is nothing close to any of this...and ya know...really...thank god it's not. although i would would still love to have a zanny gay neighbor. then again this is the world painted by douglass coupland...and i am not a gen-xer...i'm in the next one whatever that one is called...and in this one there are no zanny gay neighbors.
really i don't know what my life looks like. i don't do a whole lot. except go to school and count down the days when i can start living my twenty something life...one that doesn't include school..or durango...and maybe a boyfriend in a band that doesn't suck.
and the thing i have to get used to...is there is no such thing...well, there is. and i am living it. and if i just stay far far away from trying to describe it...it's not that bad.
.mary...
