2001-12-06 - 10:49 p.m.
You know it really is amazing how much i am not working on this paper. and how much is actually done.
it's due tomorrow. and yes there is a lot of work still to do. and i am going to bed right after this cd is down burning. and somehow i know that it will get down.
i hate it.
i won't have to talk about it ever again after tomorrow.
* * *
i am moving out of my house this weekend. and into another one. then i am leaving for a month. something tell me i'm going to feel a little misplaced.
* * *
i worry about you dad.
katy kinda freaked me out when she said you were a walking heart attack.
i really have no idea what i would do if you were gone.
and i hate it that you have no friends.
no one deserves them more.
you need a woman.for 2 reasons:
1.cuz you need one
and
2.so i can really leave and not picture you alone in front of the tv, watching a movie you could care less about.
you should get more than that.
* * *
i will be back in tulsa soon. hmm...don't know how i feel about that. maybe i will end up feeling better about max. once i feel that i got to see him. maybe i will be able to tell him that i am frustrated...maybe i will be able to give him a reason why.
* * *
maybe i should go to bed.
sweet dreams.
